Showing posts with label Costa Rica. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Costa Rica. Show all posts

Thursday, March 28, 2013

A Year Ago.


A Year Ago this week we took a trip to Costa Rica.  I spent some time rereading the posts I wrote while we were there.

If you are in the need of a beach you could live vicariously through our photos.....that's what I did today. 

Click here to check it out.

Can't believe it was a year ago.  The memories will bless me for a lifetime.



Tuesday, April 17, 2012

And it comes to a close:(

The last day was bittersweet. I missed my kids...the day before I cried on the way to our hike. I missed them so much my heart ached. But the other part of me....the part of me who had to worry about church, a meeting unprepared for, lesson plans that needed to be written....the responsible part of me wanted to stay in Costa Rica for a bit longer. We left with commitments to ourselves, to each other and to our little family. We spoke truthfully of what we wanted and what we didn't like. We set goals for the years to come and the more immediate future. We talked of love and heartache. It was a big day that last day. But it was fabulous and fulfilling and full of everything it needed to be full of. I was reassured more than once of how much I love God and his amazing GRACE for me. I was reassured that I can start anew anytime I need to as long as I have Jesus in my heart and hope in my step and so we moved forth. DSCN1611 DSCN1727 Relaxation...Bliss. DSCN1729 Peacefulness is something I am trying to keep in my survival kit now. Something I can just whip out of my back pocket anytime I need. Photobucket This was at the Hacienda where we went zip lining. DSCN1736 Our last meal at Kon Tiki. My favorite place to sit and eat while were gone. Fresh Tuna seared to perfection with a sesame soy reduction(yum) with ratatouille and rice. Photobucket Bananas Flambay......lots of buttery limey goodness inthat sauce with just a dash or two of the best rum you can find. I die:) By the way this is the recipe I bartered for. DSCN1739 These two run Kon Tiki. They also became our friends over the time we spent there. They have the cutest little girl named June who speaks Spanish, English and French in her two year old tongue, it was the sweetest thing. They are also expecting another little girl in June. Their food was to die for it made me swoon, it takes a lot food wise to make me swoon. I learned as much as I enjoyed my meals. DSCN1746 And what we knew was.....we didn't want to bring anyone home with us. So out with the bad. Thanks for reading. This trip was something I will remember forever. I truly soaked up every moment of it. I felt truly blessed to have been able to take the time and just go for it. I felt truly blessed that we had set the goal of taking it ten years ago and were blessed with the ability to do so! And to my vacation mate. I love you babe!! Vacation with you was a dream!!

Monday, April 16, 2012

Hike of all hikes and visitors.

I promised some pics from our hike today. So thats what you all will be getting. First I should tell you our friends Bob and Claudia were able to come stay with us for a couple of nights, they live in Nicaragua and it is a couple hour trip from there home to where we were staying so we suggested they come for a visit. I am so glad they came we had a blast with them! Since they had a car we decided to drive up into the mountains a bit a go for a hike to a dried up water fall. It may sound kind of boring to hike back to a dried up waterfall I mean it does seem a bit anticlimactic. The hike however was beautiful and it showed us a little bit more of what Costa Rica had to offer for us. It was a 6km hike which is about 3miles on a rocky river bed. There were some "splash pools" but the water was pretty stagnant and I am sure that splashing into them isn't advisable so we just checked out the contents of them from the edges and kept walking. DSCN1686 It was really cool to see what the bottom of a river looks like. Thats Claudia down there. We saw no other humans on our hike. We did see lots of these little guys though. DSCN1689 There were hundreds of tiny frogs all over the rocks we were on. They were so cute. I had to catch one so we could show Elliot, he is known as the frog whisperer around these parts. Heres Claudia and I at the base of the waterfall. Funny story....we had found these tiny white orchid looking flowers laying all over the ground on our walk and being girls we decided to accessorize our hair, they smelled fabulous. All was fine until we stopped at the bottom of the waterfall. We were soon attacked my giant bees who thought they smelled great as well. We ditched the flowers rather quickly:) DSCN1696 DSCN1695 SO the boys decided to scale the waterfall. Much to us girls dismay. We were pretty quiet about our disdain. However I will tell you I was thinking about the strong potential they each had for falling and causing serious damage to their bodies. And I am not being dramatic Brian told me half way up he realized the error in his thinking. We were no where near medical attention. We had no way to communicate with any one, and none of us could have hauled them out of where we were. Alls well that ends well I suppose. Brian and I have gone over our don't get dead policy in length since then. The funniest part or I guess it is funny now is once they got up they couldn't go down the same way:) So they had to wade down through waste deep leaves and branches, which is where the snakes and scorpions hide. The worst that happened was Brian got a huge gash on his calf and burn on his knee. We are thankful for Gods protection again I 'm not being dramatic. DSCN1700 DSCN1702 This monkey was just hanging out on our way back down the mountain. Brian was able to get super close without irritating her. DSCN1710 Claudia and I made a feast for the boys. She taught me how to make plantains two ways(forever grateful). We aslo made sailfish. We weren't big fans. It was chewy and thats how it was supposed to be. The rest of our meal was fantabulous though and the company even better. DSCN1718 DSCN1726 So thats what I will leave you with for today. I think I have two more days of posts to wrap up the dreaminess of our trip. I also took some video so I am going to try to upload those somewhere. Than you can see me flying across the treetops:)

Saturday, April 14, 2012

Living On Costa Rica Time.

A couple of days in I mentioned to Brian that Costa Rican time was different. He replied same clock different mindset. I thought this was the perfect way to sum it up:) I made breakfast most every morning at the house. We ate out on the balcony outside of our room. We became iguana counters, and trackers it was quite funny. Breakfast was most often rice and beans with tons of fresh fruit and avocados. Usually fresh fruit smoothie, local coffee and oh yeah mango jam made in Costa Rica that was out of this world. We woke up most mornings by 530. It was hard to sleep any longer since bedtime was between 8 and 9 every night:) Oh the treasures I stored up in sleep alone on this trip are immeasurable. DSCN1653 DSCN1655 I blogged out there. Read books out there it was a dreamy spot. By 5:30 it was already close to 80 degrees outside. Okay so before I share anymore pics I will tell you I have a tattoo on my right side. It is two cherry blossoms that intersect to make the shape of a cross. Cherry Blossoms are the sign of new life in the asian culture and that is what the symbol of the cross means to me as well. Even having it on my side means something else to me but I am not ashamed of it. I hope none of you find it offensive. I do not plan on getting anymore, But i truly love the one I have, it means a lot to me. DSCN1658 This is one of my favorite pictures of the whole trip. There was a tiny fishing village down the beach about five minutes. We watched them bring in the catch many evenings. It was always a family affair as their kids would be running about and dogs galore. It was fun to watch. DSCN1659 I found this little guy hiding in my bathing suits one morning. Bob and Brian came to my rescue and caught the little devil. Then we took photos of him and promptly killed him. DSCN1660 Brian braved the waves while Bob was here. It was fun to watch him. Those waves were super intimidating...so much force. DSCN1662 DSCN1663 This beach was named after the wave there, Little Hawaii. There was a river that fed into the ocean there after making a stop in a lagoon. It was breathtaking. DSCN1668 DSCN1675 One of my favorite pictures of the Beejer fromt he whole vacation. There were two guys that had an old oil container filed with ice water and coconuts. One guy carried the jug the other carried a machete. The guy with the machete would make a tiny hole in the top and insert a straw. BAM! This is my buddy spike. He joined us for breakfast everyday. He was huge and the only male on the property as far as we saw. Iguanas are quite territorial. No one was going to encroach on his ladies. DSCN1681 And since nothing can compete with Spike I leave off here today. Tomorrow I will share some photos from one of my favorite adventures that we took. A hike into the jungle and share a story of my husband and Bob deciding to climb a waterfall and not knowing how to get back down. Now I've got you hooked. See you tomorrow!!

Friday, April 13, 2012

A Vacation I will Remember Forever.

We are home. We hit the ground running back into real life Sunday and it hasn't been as hard as I thought it would be. Our Costa Rican vacation was truly the greatest vacation I have ever been on. There were no mishaps, wish we could'ves or disappointments. Its was truly relaxing and enjoyable...every moment. I am truly grateful that my husband is not only that but he is also my best friend. He can make me laugh and laugh and he can make me smile. He is the greatest when it comes to just going with the flow. When we described our time to one of our buddies they replied sounds like true Jager fashion. And there is no other way to describe our time. Although we like to run around around like chickens with our heads cut off a lot of the time...we are actually truly laid back individuals we enjoy taking things as they come not worrying to much about the day ahead and focussing on the moments in front of us. This vacation was a great reminder of how we truly love to be. I didn't realize until I was on vacation how much I truly needed one. I can truly say I was more than a little burnt out in a lot of different areas. Didn't take more than 2 days to realize this. I spent much time in Costa Rica in prayer. Prayers of thanks and pleas for remembering how nice peacefulness feels. Busyness can become a severe burden, a burden much of the time of my own doing. But on to the good stuff. For ten days I lived in my bikini, I packed way more than I needed. Next time and yes there will most definitely be a next time, we will take one bag. I didn't wear make up for ten days:) I laid in the sun with my baby everyday and we talked about all the good stuff, shared lots of kisses, and marveled in the wonder of Gods creation. We saw 1 scorpion, had a close encounter with a lethal and aggressive snake, counted endless amounts of monkeys and iguanas, had innumerable geckos for roommates, lots of different birds, and plenty of other creatures. We lived on the sweet wonder of incredibly fresh fruit and vegetables. Avocados that spread on toast like butter, fruit you could smell through its skin and fish fresh from the sea. My tastebuds are lonely now:) We decided not to rent a car so we walked absolutely everywhere. The town we stayed in was incredibly rural. No cash machine, no real grocery to speak of, and no paved roads. It was awesome actually. We were never in a hurry to get anywhere and we shared lots of good conversation on the road. I am also quite sure we wouldn't have seen as much wildlife as we did if we had had a car. It was fun. It made us feel young, and carefree. We went zip lining, and on a SUP adventure. Both were super fun. We also went on a 6km hike each way to a dried up waterfall(40 M high). It was beautiful!! So onto the pictures. It may take a few days to share what I would like to. Its just the way it has to be. Photobucket This was our first day. We were at the only little soda that served "mexican food." Yep no tacos to be had in Costa Rica. What they had was much better. All of the food was fresh and lovely and perfectly seasoned. Also Tikos (Costa Ricans) do not like spicy food so nothing is in the least bit spicy. Even the salsa is more like a fresh salad. It was lovely...the food. This was also after we realized the decent tiny market was about 45 minutes one way from our house:) DSCN1456 WE saw lots of monkeys..all of the howler variety. Their bark is worse than their bite. They move very slowly because of their slow moving digestive system so God gave them a lions growl to ward off predators. You can hear their growls from very far off distances. We have heard the worst they will do is poop on you if you get to close. They were so cute and their babies were so sweet. Amazing creatures! Photobucket The trees were also amazing I am not sure what this one was called but I just loved the green lines that an up the sides as a sign of life that was waiting for the rainy season. DSCN1470 The flowers in our neighborhood were fluorescent in color. Julie you will have to tell me if this is a decent attempt at macro or not:) It hought of you when I took it. Photobucket This was our view for breakfast the second day we were there. The restaurant really looked like something out of movie or something. Smack in the middle of the beach sat a palm hut with a restaurant under it. It was gorgeous. And this is who joined us for breakfast. Meet the Tiko version of a blue jay. They were everywhere. DSCN1490 And they were not shy I saw a lady donate an entire plantain pancake to one and he took it right out of her hand. Oh plantains......they were part of our diet in a big way. And they were one of the things i learned how to make properly while I was there. Bobs(Brians friend from Calvin) wife Claudia(a Nicaraguan native, she was born there and that is where they live) taught me how to make them authentically two different ways. DSCN1496 This was a typical road in Playa Negra....now you can see why we didn't mind walking everywhere. It was breathtaking. This was lunch Day 2. Photobucket This may look like nothing special. I must tell you the flavor in this dish was nothing short of amazing. This meal was a start of a long lasting love affair with the restaurant where we ate it. We ate there often and lingered in every course. I had dessert at lunch and dinner every time. They made one thing for each meal, there was no menu. The place was actually a surf hostel and so we got to make some friends there as well that ate there daily as part of there room and board. Lunch was 5 dollars and Dinner was ten. Dessert was 2 dollars...and was made fresh and delicious and often on the fly. I was in food heaven. The owners were french (Pascal and Camille) and had moved to Costa Rica from St. Barts about 18 months ago. They became friends to us quickly and I traded pool time(Camille is 8 months pregnant) for cooking lessons. I am now a master of the most delicious rendition of banana flambé that I have ever had in my life. DSCN1510 Iguanas everywhere. The beaches were amazing, clean, water as blue as blue can be. We spent a lot of time there. We learned about sunburns from the sun at the location so close to the equator on day 2 the hard way:( From there on out we were serious about the sunblock. Photobucket At Sunset the beach would become alive with the movement of these little guys. In numbers beyond my ability to count. DSCN1532 You will get plenty of pictures of sunset from me. I love the sunset. I love that the sun sets here just liek it does in Costa Rica. I love the promise that comes with the sun setting, that it will rise again in the morning. The understanding that when the sun sets it marks the ending of one day and leaves you with hope and anticipation for the the next. Yep I love the sunset! Photobucket DSCN1552 Okay well that is about it for today. I'll come back tomorrow with some more. Photobucket One last one of the two of us for the road. I can tell you I think I appreciated this vacation way more than I would have 10 years ago. And the husband says we won't be waiting 10 more for another. WINNING!

Thursday, April 5, 2012

Today.

Today I face timed With my precious cherubs. My heart felt longing and pain and the need to scoop them up and kiss their faces.....but I couldn't. I have missed them but today was the first time I cried, pretty impressive for me I love those little buggers so much it hurts. Today we hiked about 6 miles into the rainforest through a dried up river bed to a trickle of a waterfall that was 40 meters high. It was beautiful! We saw bright blue butterflies he size of a tea saucer and quarreling iguanas and teeny tiny little frogs that were smaller then my fingertip. I took lots of short video and tons of photos. The men scaled the dried up waterfall which made me nervous(them too) and the girls sat at the bottom and traded words. English for Spanish and vice versa it was fun. If I haven't mentioned the produce here I should have. Ripe local mangoes,pineapple,watermelon,papaya,guava,avocados,and bananas that all taste as I believe God intended. Tonight I am making sailfish for dinner. Yesterday Brian learned to surf and I played in the warm waves. The water is around 70 degrees it's so strange. Home I two days it's a bittersweet feeling but for now I will just soak up the last moments around here...

Tuesday, April 3, 2012

Pura Vida

Pure Life is how it's translated.....it's how the locals say hey,hello,goodbye yo,what's up.....there is no have a good day it's Pura Vida. I've been able to blog the entire time we have been here but part of me didn't because I thought I would be breaking some sort of vacation rule or something. Fact of the matter is I enjoy writing it is vacation to me in all times. And so I'm doing it today and I feel good about it. My mind has been churning in the last days as I have taken in the life we have so much. Loved getting used to here is Costa Rica. The customs and viewpoints of the world and it's value is something I have had no trouble getting behind. Most people here are all about not only preserving the beauty that surrounds them but enjoying it to its fullest as well. Speaks to my inner hippie big time:) I have been soaking up the beauty that lies in the jungle, there is a constant soundtrack of cicadas, birds,monkeys, and geckos,mixed with the sound of the waves. It is so quiet but not all at the same time...it never stops its constant . I have been beach combing trying to select the best shells and rocks and bits to brings home to my little free spirit....I know she will appreciate them as much as I do we are both feelers of the wind(may sound dramatic but it's true). We start off most beach journeys with Brian telling me my shell allotment for the trip, can't blame him they do get quite heavy and it helps me be choosier. We spend the morning eating breakfast on our balcony enjoying fresh smoothies like you've never had and simultananeously counting iguanas and looking for there mascot the largest one that's here every morning without fail....we have become geriatric bird watchers of our own kind:). I am constantly recognizing Gods creation and thanking him for it while we are here it is amazing world we live in and he created for us to enjoy. Brian wanted to go on a zip line canopy tour through the Jungle a few days back and I will tell you I was nervous to the point of feeling the need to throw up,pee my pants or cry.....but once I was soaring through the tops of the trees and saw the wonder across and below I took time to pray and not just for my safety but for opportunity to experience His greatness in a way that made me feel so small in the grand scheme of things. We have made friends with some extraordinarily beautiful people. People that work hard for what they have,people that wave and smile when a crazy driver dead stops in front of them in the middle of he road, people that truly love where they live....truly love their lives. It's amazing encouraging and humbling to see. I have so much to share and tell and show. But I will wait until we return. I must take a chance to give a tiny shout out to the caretakers of our monkeys at home...you guys will never know the gift you have given us and whatever piece of this place we bring back to you will never be enough to express our gratitude for this time away. As i sit here in my bikini soaking up the sun there are tears rolling down my cheeks because this time has been everything and nothing I imagined. So many moments that I have needed to put things Into perspective. Oh and if I haven't mentioned that big hunk of man I call Mr. Husband, he's still and forever will be the greatest husband on the face of the planet. I am lucky to have him as my best friend. This experience has been great for the both of us and there is no one else I would rather experience it with! Pura Vida

Wednesday, March 28, 2012

LA,LA,LLA,LA

Tell me I am not the only one who knows this song. Just thought I would throw a little shout out while I can. W rare waiting in LA for our next flight and it will be awhile. I just enjoyed a giant Bacon Cheeseburger with fries and a coke and I can say two things on this subject.....1 I thoroughly enjoyed it, especially the white squishy no nutrition bun and the burn of the coke was amazing:). 2. My body may be angry later:). Big wup! And just to add one more thing I will probably die when I return to boot camp after this trip. I like to live on the edge;) So far we have almost finished the second Harry Potter movie on the IPad, I have made great progress on a top secret knitting project and Brian has completed uncountable amounts of logic puzzles(he's smart like that). I would rather not engage my brain any more than I have to at this point. I will tell you when we were flying into LA the sky was more beautiful than I have seen in some time. There was a distinct cut where the brightest shade of blue met up with the darkest shade of midnight and if you looked a bit farther you could see a small sliver of the sunset in the distance, colors of orange and red that broke open declaring another day finished. And if that wasn't enough the clouds were amazing like blankets of cotton balls that made you want to hop out and take a nap. I felt so small and so blessed to know who created it all:) Blessings to you all! I am officially in vacation mode. I am able to think clearly and soak up enjoyment of relaxation even when show into the very back row of an extremely small plane with the hum of jet engines and the whoosh of the toilet flushing behind me. Sometimes joy is a choice!

Tuesday, March 27, 2012

My bags are packed, I'm ready to go.

Yesterday I was crazy stressed, to the point I am sure my husband was questioning spending 10 day with me alone:) I am sure my Mom and My MIL and My Rah can't wait for me to leave so they can just take care of kids without me reminding them of everything they already know to do:) But today......today is all sorts of RAD! And tomorrow after Easter Chapel at School it will be even Radder as I will be on my way to sunnier places with my best friend in this whole wide world!! So there you have it. Today I have cleaned my floors, Been to church 3 times to handle plastic Easter Eggs and candy to fill them, took my Grandma out to lunch, got my legs dealt with and received the best pedicure of my whole life from the lovely Torrey over at Mane Styles (I'm telling you people there is none better). IMG_0677 Don't mind my toes. I have pretty unattractive feet. They are wrinkly like an old ladies and they are knobby and swollen most all the time:) Its just how God made me. It always appears as if I have been sitting in a bathtub all day they are so wrinkly. At least the polish is pretty. Other then all that its pretty hard to contain my excitement at this point!! Others may find it a bit annoying. I can't help it. Photobucket

Friday, March 23, 2012

Confessions of an Over Packer.

So I packed on Sunday. It was time. I had cleared my mind and my schedule and I was ready to go. To bad the plane tickets clearly state our plane leaves March 28......but nonetheless Costa Rica here I come.

Some have asked what I packed. One of the other questions was, how many bathing suits did you bring? Well heres your one stop shop to all the answers of whats in my bag. You are all on the edge of your seats I can tell;)

Here's the big picture....
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I brought five bathing suits ( I bought two of them new this year, the rest are from past summers). They are bikinis. I think everyone should be able to wear whatever style they are comfortable in. I plan on wearing a two piece for some time yet.
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Two pairs of shoes. Plus whatever I wear on the plane.
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These little babies keep you from having any bra straps hanging out. My Grandma has severe issue with this, as in she will point it out and remind me to not be caught with the problems...ladies have proper undergarments.
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All shorts are not created equal. I wanted to get a new pair of denim shorts. I haven't bought new shorts in years. We have such a short summer that I just have never managed to wear my old ones out. Apparently styles have changed since the last time I shopped for shorts. Most of the shorts are just that short. Like daisy duke short. And well although I do appreciate a bikini, when I want to be clothed I want to be appropriately covered. Having your booty hanging out the bottom of your shorts is not a good look for anyone...just sayin. I did manage to find a pair that I loved though they are super cute and have an appropriate inseam:)
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And Bam like magic I'm all packed up folks. I'm not even maxing the thing out. Told you I could do it!
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Thanks again to the Brewer and his lovely wife my Rah for lending us these rad bags. They make my packing a dream!

In other news I have two soccer games int he next two days. If you are looking for some free family fun you can stop in the Sportsplex and watch a bunch of ladies pretend to play soccer:) 7pm tonight and 2pm tomorrow...

This week I also started a new challenge for myself. I like to surround myself with prayer as often as possible. I have shared before how my children and I pray in the car on the way to school every morning. I also pray for each of them as I leave their school in the morning. This week though I decided I was going to choose a different mom that I pass in the halls at school during drop off each day. Its a different mom each time. I don't always know what to pray for specifically. But being a mom and wife myself I can ad-lib some stuff pretty easily. Not sure what difference it makes but I find myself so preoccupied with my own day during drop off sometimes I forget to think of those that I am surrounded by each morning that have their own days ahead of them to conquer. I've loved every moment of it.

5 sleeps to warm sunny weather, don't hate me:)

Saturday, February 4, 2012

I need some self control....

I have not been able to eat anything fried for over a year. This is not a huge problem as I do not normally even want it. But sometimes a girl wants chinese food or fish and chips. That being said I am pretty sure I had fish and chips yesterday and my body may never forgive me. They were tasty at the time:)

Uhhhhhhh when will I learn.

So tonight we are having rice and beans..homemade of course. The blander flavor palette will hopefully help my problem.

From now on I expect others to hold me accountable. If you see me trying to fudge on the above mentioned statement please slap my hand:) I will thank you later!

You know what rice and beans reminds me of? COSTA RICA! 53 days people. Bikini shopping is now in full force....and sun dresses and skirts and shorts and tank tops are being pulled to the front of the closet. Everything is just dying to be worn! If you sit close enough to the window today you can almost imagine what morning sun in Costa Rica may feel like. One can daydream right?

And to make up for this totally random post and to reward you for even reading this far how about a new recipe that I think is the bomb:)

First off I accidentally pushed delete on the end product photo so this is kind of mid process. You can tell I am really focused today....
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Almond Meal Banana Muffins with a touch of Chocolate

DISCLAIMER So these are pretty healthy but still sweet and delectable. Elliot hated them Grace loved them and she doesn't even do bananas.
Bananas also don't follow my food purchasing rules seeing as they aren't even grown anywhere near here but they are packed full of healthy nuggets so they are a major exception to the rule. Some of you are better with the rules....not mentioning any names....cough cough farmer friend cough:)


2 1/4 cups of almonds
1/2 tsp baking powder
6 Tablespoons of honey or whatever sweetener you prefer.
2 eggs
1/4 to 1 tsp of cinnamon or leave it out if you hate it.
2-3 bananas whatever you have on hand. They are ok if they were frozen or if they are fresh.
dash of salt
2 tablespoons of cocoa powder.

preheat 325 degrees.

-Give you almonds and baking powder a spin in your food processor (a blender works to or if you have a nut grinder) until finely ground. A little secret I leave mine a little on the chunky side because I like the texture. Its totally up to you though.
Dump into a bowl.
-Now give the eggs, honey, bananas and cinnamon a turn in the food processor...leave them in there with the machine running for 5 or 6 minutes until the mixtures is nice a airy.
-Fold the wet and the dry together.
-The cocoa powder is totally optional, if you want to use it feel free to separate 1/3 of the above mixture and add the cocoa powder to it.
-Now divy out 1/2 of the original mixture among your muffin liners. Next add a spoonful of the chocolatey goodness and then end with the remaining original mixture. The picture above is before I added the top layer of plain mix.

You can top with a banana slice if you want to get real fancy or just leave them be.

Cook for 30 minutes or so.
Yum Yum.

I am thinking you could maybe sub the bananas with applesauce...but I haven't tried it so if you do and its all kinds of bisgusting don't blame me.

Happy baking:)